Day 2, my first love.

well this topic,

i believed i was in love many times

but really i was to young

yes, i will say that i was crazy head

over heels for the ones i though

i was in love with, but it all turned

out to be just another guy, just another

heartbreak to get through..

but the one i thought was my first

love was Justin Clark

in the summer of 2007.

heres the story.

Justin Paul Clark..

i met justin in kindergarten, i had the biggest

crush on him ever, he was the only boy to my birthday party

when i turned 5 ( he got me a box of beads to make bracelets)

i still remember that purple box, well we were kindergartens

boys had cooties, but he still was cute no harm in that.

i had a crush on him up until 3rd grade than his mom made

him move schools, so i thought i would never see him again.

until one day in 6th grade he showed up at our school carnival

with shawn pitts. we hung out after i still had an eye for him.

than came 7th grade when we meant up again he was dating

shannon so i was just out of luck, until shannon broke up with

him than we ended up together the summer after 7th grade.

we thought we were in love we hung out everyday without fail, we

did everything together, we had alot of memories together. we had a foursome

also me, justin, corbin and melia. we were the happiest friends ever.

we thought we were inseperable.. until the day came that his parents

took him away from me again. he moved to arizona we kept in touch

for a while but now.. its a lucky hi here and there over text message

but we slowly faded apart. and that is our story.

yeah i dont know where it would have

ended up if he would have never moved,

who knows maybe we would have still been together

today, but i guess everything happens for a reason...

that was a really crappy thing to happen

but, someday maybe i will find the reason for it.

Now I am 17, I lost justin with the move..

but now Me and Jared fell in to place.

maybe that is the reason for justin leaving

maybe i was supposed to be meant for Jared.

Jared is amazing and i hope this one love will

last .. no more taking him away from me

and no more losing him.

Jared William Barnett

He makes me happy,

and i hope to never lose him

he taught we what real first love

was He's different than all the

rest. And i hope it will stay this way

forever. we have been happy together for

a year and 4 months now and i hope

it will always stay the same.