I'm Sorry

You know i've tried to just step back and keep my cool with you.

You blame everything on me , tell me I am the reason we stopped

hanging out, but I'm sorry I am not the reason You left me

a long time before I ever found a new friend.

My " best friend" never called,

never asked to hang out.

I sat home for months

waiting.

You came to lunch with me

and that was that.

You tried to tell stories from last night

in front of me thinking it would make me

jealous ( I'm sorry but it didnt)

I don't care how much you drank last night,

or how amazing Huka is.

thats not my kind of thing, maybe its yours

so good for you. you keep on living that life.

and you say she was a bad influence on me?

look who she got to follow her.

atleast I didnt fall onto her path.

We were once best friends.

we were happy,

we had fun.

but things change you walked away

and that was that.

So I was left to find a new friend

This wasn't my fault.

I'm sorry

So I will try to be the bigger person and just walk away

and not say anything, and if one day

maybe you want to be friends again, maybe we can be

But let's grow up first.

I miss who you were,

we used to be best friends.