Thursday, June 16, 2011

My Secrets.

- I often find myself wanting to be alone..
but my biggest fear, is that i will be.

-I'm afraid of the future and whats
going to happen.

-I'm afraid of moving away from
my house because i have lived here my whole
life. Its my home.

-I'm afraid of losing the people I do
have in my life.

-I worry far to much about
every little thing.

-Sometimes I pretend the cars
that drive past are you.

-I try to hold on to my past
so much, that at times it gets in the way
of my life today.

- sometimes the things he does make me so mad
but i never have the strength to tell
him so i keep it to myself.

-I feel like i gave up so much for the life i have now.

-Where did all my friends go that
I had in Jr high? why was high school
so different.
I walked the halls without a single person
to talk to .

-I feel like i could have made
my life turn out differently.


-The people I thought were my best friends
abandoned me when i needed them the most.

-I eat way to much
I'm always hungry.

-I like listening to sad songs,
even when i'm happy.

-I'm Not perfect

- I dance around my room
and sing when I am home
alone.

-I like to plan out my future
my future husband
my wedding
my house
my kids names.





I have lots of secrets..
we all do.


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