My perspective on this thing called life

I love when Me and Jared just sit and talk about

the beginning, the first times, and the start of everything.

we talked today about how he never thought

in a million years he would be good enough for me

but I was going out of town so he decided he would just

take a chance. So he started to talk to melia

and she asked if he liked me and he said yes.

Him taking that chance turned my whole life around.

It made me the happiest girl alive

We have came so far since that day. we almost

have two years down.

we talked about the first time we held hands

we were watching a movie with Josh and Melia

and he finally got the courage up to hold my hand

now me and melia were scared to go to the bathroom at there

house back than so we had them take us to smiths

and we were in the bathroom talking and melia asked

" why don't you put his head on his arm or something?"

and i told her we had been holding hands the whole time

and she freaked out we were both so happy!

Than we talked about the first times going fourwheeling

up and down his road and than up orem water tank

He told me how scared he was to hold on to me when I was

driving cause he was so nervous.

and than him giving me his coat to wear and how red my toes

were after cause it was the middle of fall and I wore sandles.

Than the time at cornbellies playing on the blow up toys

I was still going out with shawn but I thought Jared was really cute

so I started trying to tackle him

and the time he helped me carve my pumpkin when i was still with shawn

and shawn showed up at his house and got all mad and left

cause I was just paying attention to Jared.

and one time we went to cabelas when I was still with shawn

and shawn wanted to come but he had to go do something first

but everyone wanted to go and jared was driving so he just left

and we got to cabelas and shawn called freaking out and called me

an " Ass hole" and Jared freaked out saying no man should

ever call a girl that so He thought shawn was trash.

and thats when I knew he was the perfect man.

his song that reminded him of me before we were going out was

Let the Heartache ride tonight- restless heart.

cause he thought shawn treated me awful

take a listen.

Than our first kiss

and how excited he was .

I have been with this kid for almost two years now,

two years in October

and it has been the most amazing year and a half of my life

I look at him and I still get butterflies today He still can make

me smile just as big as he did the first day.

our first hug in Moab

our first kiss in front of my house

the first time holding hands sitting on his couch.

The first time we told eachother we liked eachother

It all worked itself out so perfectly and I wouldnt

change a thing

I love him